it was a 4 day 3 night trip and it was awesomeeeee .

i mean i get to experience the past stuff that it's quite impossible to experience now especially in Singapore .

you know, all the plantation and big field stuff . so it was really great .

and besides, it was cold up there; totally opposite from in Singapore .

well now, prepare for the long post (mostly flooded with pics tbh)

but you'll like it i promise (Y)

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truth is, the above has been saved as draft since 22nd Dec 2010 until now . O.M.G . so it has been very long yes . i know . my maths still qualifies in counting months and days thank you . 

enough of the words . now come the pictures :3
(not in sequence)

there is actually this breathtaking at the 2nd floor of the hotel if i remember correctly . you can see all the clouds and mountains up there . here's a pic of dad and mum that i took .

 i remembered it was freezing cold . ever got the feeling where you wake up very early in the morning when you don't feel like it because you're very tired and have to still take a shower even if it's cold ?
yeap that's the feeling . except mine's when i have to go down and have my breakfast very early in the morning when i'm super lazy . zZZ


we got a  room that is one room away from mum and dad's . above pic is taken from mum and dad hotel room's balcony . [:
AND YES I HAVE MY EYES CLOSED . x.x



me with my annoyed face . can't agree more .
don't ask me why i have that face on . i don't even know myself . haha





























they look all pretty right . i knoww :D

well i took some artsy shots and random shots there as well *so i hope i don't bore you with the all the flowers; partly the reason why i told you to scroll through* :

















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so after that we went to this place where they have lots and lots of cactus . weird looking ones too . only took a few pics of it because i was reallyyyy tired after taking so many pics of flowers and stuff .

convinced yet ?

not ?

idk i think i'm starting to realise it makes sense to me . so .. i could say i kinda believe it somehow . NOT obsessed, i think .

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ps: until this part, i realised i am way behind time . you guys probably have watched all the other videos already . -.-

i know i know . and i'm sooo sorry for this . but i'll do a good deed and upload them all one here in case some of you haven't watched it kay . cheers :D

The Music Industry Exposed Part 7



The Music Industry Exposed Part 8



The Music Industry Exposed Part 9





The Music Industry Exposed Part 10




The Music Industry Exposed Part 11





just to say, i am not really that crazy over this thing . but i did stop listening to Lady Gaga's songs now . creeps me out . never really THAT into her songs anyway . so what do you guys feel after watching all these ? possible to leave comments ! i'll read them x3
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oh oh, yes i am working on the Cameron Highland and Genting pictures to be posted [:
plus Chinese New Year pics as well <3

it was so sudden when this news came to me . i was at school and mummy sent a text leaving me with tears covering my eyes .

"Lavis is dead" was what the text said .

do you know how much i wish she was kidding ?

calling her, in hope that she has that "joking voice" on . BUT ..

tears flowed down by cheeks . i kept asking mum to take you to the vet but she said you STOPPED BREATHING .

she was lost at what she should do and so was i .

there was nothing, nothing we could do to make you breath again .

all i could do was to stop crying . i did .

i try to smile the best i could and i did .

often i wonder would people think that i don't care about your death if i can still smile ?

because I CARE . i really really do .

you don't how much i don't like to step into my own house again .. because you are not there anymore .

there are too many things we did together that are unforgettable . so how could i possibly not care ????

i bet even mummy and daddy thinks that i don't, Lavis . but you know i do ..

i just feel so empty without you . your death was too sudden i think i can't accept the fact that you're really gone forever .

i feel like i am living in a dream right now . NOTHING IS REAL

mummy told me you were so so happy that day .

i started asking myself ..

you should wait Lavis, i know how much you were suffering but i know mummy and daddy would do their best to save you because .. they love you . and so do i . and so do Hui Ying . ohkay ? just know that .. we all love you . sooo sooo much

it has been 3 days since you are gone and we still call your names like maniacs when we get home and when we enter the car (because you used to be there)

we are all missing you like crazy ..

what i hope is that you are happier in another world right NOW . for you and for us .

i will NEVER EVER forget you . and i promise you will always be irreplaceable in my heart .